Merry X'mas. Maybe is too fast. I gonna slow down. Hopefully my mind will remind me from time to time to slow down my pace. Shikun. Please stay focus on ur studies ok. Final is coming. Just focus. You can encounter it. Once final is over, everything will be fine. Promise not to be sad once i wake up tmr. =)

I'm going to stop what so ever stupid things i'm doing at the moment. It is not worth the time and effort I'm putting into it. I must learned the lesson in the past. Women will only give u problems and headache. Seriously not worth it. So i will stop my pursue to have a companion. I know i can do it. My principal is that for once i have been single for 18years why i cant be back single for the next five years. Well i must put my career at the top at the moment. 25years old isnt young. Keep up with ur faith n goal. Believe youself. Everything can be let go.

It is not long but it really starting to kill me. How could i be so insane? I felt like all this while i'm like a float. Been used after one another. Yet i m willingly to be the tool. Is time to say no and move on. I know it is going to be hard for the first few days because it was my daily routine for the last 1 months plus trying very hard to initiate conversation one after another. But i know this must be stop. Wake up and start to fight for what i want to be. Therefore... relationship (i begged you to stay aside).

Starting from 10/12/12 which is today, I will venture again into blogging world. I will try to reduce the usage of FB and hope I can stop depending on it near future. Today is my 25th birthday but I'm still trying to get my degree to become what i want to be. Most of my friends have already started working long time ago and need not worry about study but I'm still stuck. This is also my first time celebrating my birthday aboard. I foresee that it will be a good day but perhaps I'm wrong. The person that i wished to spend time with today suddenly run off. A complete person from yesterday. Hang on Cesckun!!! Is a tough journey you should have anticipated it before you came here. So fight on. ps: my only birthday present. Shall rmb it. very nice full with love.